Sunday, January 30, 2011

down with fear

it started suddenly; as the sun set and darkness began to come down from sky, i started feeling lonely, depressed, scared and helpless. there was nobody around, it was painful and so scary. it seemed as if i am losing somebody whom i love, something that i want, as if i am leaving a city with lots of work undone...

then went for a walk with a friend, took a puff and few more, and then the sudden rain....feeling much better now :)

my friend told me that such depressions are the best time to do something creative...such as painting, writing, or anything else...and i started writing again....this time i am writing for myself and only for myself :)

3 comments:

memoirs of an unquiet mind said...

the mere thought of rain takes me back to my childhood... reminds me of all the thoughtlessness...the romance is evoked all of a sudden...and then a sudden heartbreak...the tears that never seemed to stop,the pain that shattered the heart...and u walk on wiping your face off...unable to distinguish between the rain and tear drops...

the heart longs for someone to hold your hand and suddenly you get the grip back on your life...with head held high u walk straight...first slowly and then fast..very fast...times running out of ur hand...u need to get back to your work station...finish that half written blog...

Saikat Sengupta said...

that's the advantage of crying in rain...nobody understands that you are crying...even you cannot realize sometimes :)

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